When I sit I urge to stand
When I awake I want to sleep,
Exercise makes me lazy,
I want the opposite of what I have
I am torn between friends and family
I can’t please myself when I display others,

Yes still

I want the opposite of what I have
I know that what I posses is what others
Wish for

Yes still

I was what I can’t have
I lack substance
I feel, as I am weak, without strength
Is it too much to ask?